NO MAN'S LAND ft. Mariah Michelle Lyrics

This is no man's land

Where I plant my feet in the sand

As tidal waves seek to crush all of my plans

I no longer can, but maybe I will

The glass is half empty, I gave it a spill

I landed the job and i'm doing it well

Seems like Satan is casting some spell

And calling my tells

I'm standing outside and ringing the bell

Give me a drink of living water from Samaria's well

I am a prisoner locked in this cell

But i'm giving you bars

Can you not tell

Listen

To the fall of a mind that borderline tried

A disordered mind of Dr. Jeckel and Mr. Hyde

Going down a haunted slide and losing the child inside

That would beg the world, yeah, just for a smile

Slowly i've grown, and slowly i've seen

The world ain't even close to that which it seems

Lucidly i dream, i'm in between the two

Kinda like Neo if stuck in the blue

My fear of abandonment has me abandoning you

I'm telling the truth

That this isn't new

You look at me and say "this isn't you"

Your words piercing my heart

Just like your eyes will always do

Is this a sign that maybe we're through

I'm not acting, i'm really a fool

Who's ready to lose

Not only life, but all of you too

All of you, too

Entertaining thoughts that only get worse

Hence i'm writing these words

It seems like some curse

The Spirit is willing, my flesh is weak

It really does hurt when I'm claiming defeat

I really do see, that life isn't fair

So maybe it's death that I need

Clearly no clarity

Rabbit holes and adamant hopes

Watch me deplete

All of the words that I preached

Slowly they fade

Along with this person in me

My prayerful hands are bleeding

I'm blindly leading myself ahead

I'm losing my breath

With every step

Here is the depth of choosing

Here is the depth of choosing

Life or death, yeah, life or death

I'm not ready to lose

I'm not ready to lose

I'm not ready to lose you

To lose you

I'm not ready to lose

I'm not ready to lose

I'm not ready to lose you

To lose you