GRANDPA'S INTERLUDE ft. Mariah Michelle Lyrics

Confused

Thinking bout the times

You encouraged me to shine

Cursed is my mind with

Hospital beds and all of these patients lying

And loved ones sitting watching em die

Nothing we can do, just feeling the pain on the inside

Wrestling, thoughts of pain that i simply despise

Death don't make sense

I need your presence, Lord please do not hide

Your word is my light

But i'm fighting the darkness that comes in the night

So i push it all down, forget about healing

My mind is rising and crushed by the ceiling

While the enemy's stealing

Valuable time

Normality is overrated

This is God's will, thank you for saying it

Telling me things I already know

Is it okay for me to grieve?

Excuse me for asking

But everyone is acting

And i'm tired of playing this role

I'm tired

I'm tired

I'm tired

Of lying and crying

I'm tired

I'm tired

I'm tired

Of lying and crying

A dedication of words to you

This is Grandpa's interlude

Who knew that you would be gone so soon

I'm hearing this tune and pulled out my pen

I'm making a dent in pages to carry the people through stages

Of all the different places

My mind has taken me

Satan says God is forsaking me

I blatantly ignore the demons who are shaking me

Storing up thoughts i hate but need

Cause grief more complicated than most will see

Cause most bury it in graves along with the memories

Cursed be me

If I let your memory fade

Cause you left a legacy

Of faith

And if it's up to me

It will forever stay

Each and every day

I know you're in a better place

Till I see you again

I'm tired

I'm tired

I'm tired

Of lying and crying

I'm tired

Oh Lord, I'm tired

I'm tired

Of lying and crying

I'm tired

Oh Lord, I'm tired

I'm tired

Of lying and crying